chopped.

My heart wasn't ready to be back here. Either was my brain. 

But, I'm here and I can't really remove myself now. 

I just don't know what to do.

They were so happy together. At last, he found someone who almost perfect for him. And then they fell apart. Unexpectedly to me. 

But I have always known he has feelings for me. Throughout all of the relationships and promises saying he didn't, I knew he did. 

I'm not the only one though. Which honestly, kind of hurts. And I don't know why. 

I don't know if I am ready for a relationship. I'm still afraid. 

He's  so sweet, and so caring but I don't want to get hurt. And, it's easier to run away from the problem than get hurt. 

I just don't think my heart is all the way there.