What do I do.
I worked so hard for you baby.
And before I knew it, my past came back, out of the blue.
Now my brain is confused and my heart is going crazy.
I worked harder than ever, just to hold you in my arms.
You were the only one I wanted.
The feeling you gave me was a feeling I'd never felt.
I loved when you hold me close, with your eyes on me.
But, my past showed up.
So uninvited. So out of the blue.
Now, my heart is torn.
This wasn't supposed to happen. He and I were not supposed to speak again. I only wanted you.
So, unwelcome past. I am sorry. But, I can't give up my present.