Wednesday, September 1, 2010

oh, brother.

My brother moved out last Tuesday and I am still having withdrawals. I miss him. Connor was my best friend, he was always there for me, he always knew what to say. 
It's different being the oldest at home. I am not sure i like it yet. I feel overwhelmed. I want to be as good of an older sibling as Connor was when he was at home. I want my brothers to look up to me. 
But, at the same time it feels good to have Connor out of the house. I don't feel so compared to him. He won't be at my school next year and I won't constantly get 'this is meghan, she's connor's younger sister' comments. 
But, I miss him. Especially today. 
I love you Connor. 

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